I am the legend that is Pandora
Its been a long time since my last post
So yeah its been a while, Need to update on a few things. Ive been taking a break from tumblr to focus on my school work and my relationship. As it seems, one of my friends has been on here following every single dirty page they can find. so if anyone sees anything on here. im sorry lol i don’t feel like going through and removing it all. too much work for the little time i have. Just deal with it for now until i have the time to sit there and try to take some of the pages out. But anyways, Life has been really good. Im working hard in school so i can graduate on time. SO far my graduation date is in setember. the actual date is TBD because of how the hours work. the more im late to school, the further back my date is pushed. last i checked it was setember 12th but that can change.
Im also still with christian. it will be 5 months this monday. SO excited. hopefully we can go do something. If not oh well lol I know he loves me so its fine. But i may be moving in with him after i graduate which will be amazing. because right now our scheduals are making it hard for us to see each other but we make it work. But i think us seeing each other in school helps.
Also, im turning 21 soon which is a scary thought lol. I never thought id make it to this point. I cant wait!!!!
That moment when even though you had such an amazing day. one little thing will make you wanna rip your eyes out and just cry. so overwhelmed right now.
We enter a little coffeehouse with a friend of mine and give our order. While we’re aproaching our table two people come in and they go to the counter:
‘Five coffees, please. Two of them for us and three suspended’ They pay for their order, take the two and leave.
I ask my friend: “What are those ‘suspended’ coffees?”
My friend: “Wait for it and you will see.”
Some more people enter. Two girls ask for one coffee each, pay and go. The next order was for seven coffees and it was made by three lawyers - three for them and four ‘suspended’. While I still wonder what’s the deal with those ‘suspended’ coffees I enjoy the sunny weather and the beautiful view towards the square infront of the café. Suddenly a man dressed in shabby clothes who looks like a beggar comes in throught the door and kindly asks
‘Do you have a suspended coffee ?’
It’s simple - people pay in advance for a coffee meant for someone who can not afford a warm bevarage. The tradition with the suspended coffees started in Naples, but it has spread all over the world and in some places you can order not only a suspended coffee, but also a sandwitch or a whole meal.
Wouldn’t it be wonderful to have such cafés or even grocery stores in every town where the less fortunate will find hope and support ? If you own a business why don’t you offer it to your clients… I am sure many of them will like it.
Source : [x]
I just saw this and thought it would be incredible to share this so maybe it could catch on whereever you may live
wow. so this was a very intense weekend…… i gotta say, going into school pretending like everything is ok is easier said then done. Im still very indifferent at this point. i guess i just need a few days more to get back to my normal self. i hate altercations, espically ones where i black out. hurting anyone was never my intention. i swear sometimes i wish i could just sleep away the hurt.
Love this song
You’re just too good to be true.
Can’t take my eyes off you.
You’d be like heaven to touch. I wanna
hold you so much. At long last love has
arrived. And I thank God I’m alive. You’re
just too good to be true. Can’t take my
eyes off you.
Pardon the way that I stare. There’s nothing
else to compare. The sight of you leaves me
weak. There are no words left to speak.
But if you feel like I feel. Please let me know
that it’s real. You’re just too good to be true.
Can’t take my eyes off you.
I need you baby, and if it’s quite all right,
I need you baby to warm a lonely night. I love
you baby. Trust in me when I say: Oh pretty
baby, don’t bring me down I pray. Oh pretty
baby, now that I found you, stay. And let me
love you, oh baby let me love you, oh baby….
that moment when all you want to do is just scream and cry your eyes out…….
Love this song
Im about to reach my breaking point. i hope i can take this Leave of Absence in May. I need a week off. school is truly kicking my ass and i just need a breather. So thankful my boyfriend is as supportive as he is. :-)
That awful moment when you learn that this wasn’t scripted. That Will Smith’s character was actually supposed to brush off the whole thing, but Will’s father actually had left him when he was younger and he just fell apart on the set and the hug at the end was from one actor to another, not one character to another.
wow this made me cry
I didn’t know this wasn’t scripted :(
This moment always hit home for me too, learning it wasn’t scripted makes it more so now…..
You know its going to be a good day in your relationship when you wake up and this song comes on the tv. Miss you and love you baby!!!! cant wait for you to get out of work so I can see you
I will NEVER stop reblogging this.
i hate the logic of our fucking government. fuck em…..
(Source: thevegancrow, via fuckyeahilovebeinggay)
I need you here…..
I miss you so much right now. I wish I had you in my arms. You are the only thing that keeps me going, and I don’t know what I would do without you. Christian you are the most amazing guy I have ever met. Please know that i love you unconditionally. I just really wish you were hear right now. Today has been a bit of a weak moment for me. I have many doubts in myself and my skills. Yet when I am with you, I feel like i can do anything. You seem to give me strength. Thank you. You are the greatest thing that has happened to me.
I feel so fucking out of it tonight. idk why. ughhhh….. WIsh i was with him…….
Lost and missing him.
So i left my boyfriends house tonight. and now I feel lost. I feel like i have no idea what to do for the rest of the night. I feel very empty without him by my side. I wish i could just move there and stay there. I have truly Fallen madly in love with him. I mean anytime i just look at him. Its like I know hes the one I’m men’t to be with. The man of my dreams. The only one who understands me. I truly wish he was right beside me at this moment. Christian has already broken down any wall i would have had up. And he did it in one fell swoop. When ever I get to sleep next to him. I get the best nights sleep. Because I feel safe. That’s how I know this love is real. Because I can honestly say that I am truly happy. It is all real.
This blog has been created to express my my darkest feelings as well as share signs of hope. It goes out to anyone who hasn't felt adequate to others. lets show the world the hope that was left when the box was opened.